One Important thing we must all realise !!
We are All Leaving !!! Not one of us is staying. So we should just ensure that we do as much good as possible and not harm anyone too (eg even through backbiting on them or hassad). It doesnt really matter what people say about you, what matters is if you feel Allah swt is happy with you or not. If your relation with Him is good, and you geniunly believe you are working for Him to server humanity and do good then you are on the right path in my estimation. Because Allah cares about our intention most, and that we have clean hearts that dont harbour hate for others or have hassad on others etc. Once you have this and you feel close to Allah then you are on a winner inshaAllah. I also advise seeking a good Sufi shaykh as a guide (or murshid) for you so that he can improve you further and help you come even closer to Allah swt and at much higher speed than on your own. Same as going to a foreign country and not having a guide. Which is the better option? But there are fake ones out t...